Natural Selection and Overpopulation

One thing I've learned since being homeless for three years is this: survival is key especially within the concrete jungle, you need both street smarts as well as intellectual smarts, you need to let go of all morality and most of all people are expendable. As I look at the fuked up world I live in, I constantly see addiction, abuse, mental illness and corruption which fuels my hatred towards this fucked up capitalist society which has always rejected me and treated me like an outsider. The world is overpopulated and I truly think these mass murders are doing good. I have always described myself as a misanthropic iconoclastic individual despite trying to fit into society, it seems as if I will never fit in, no matter what I do or don't do. Absurdist I suppose but there really isn't anything I can do.