Hello, welcome to my blog. This is just a place for me to rant, vent, bitch or whatever. Sometimes I'll do album / movie / video game reviews but not often. I'm an anarchist, agnostic, poet, philosopher, rapper, DJ, gutterpunk, raver, etc. I have borderline personality disorder and possible ADHD, so that's something to expect from my writing. I have a fascination with macabre, horror films, serial killers and mass murderers.
Let me explain my personal belief systems of "anarchy." I don't view the word as a synonym for chaos. I don't think it is an excuse to go out and do some violent crazy shit because quite honestly I view that as a last resort. I just personally believe that capitalism has failed in the American society and dictatorship ruins a great idea that socialism sounds like. I'm somewhat of a misanthrope; I have many friends, but I choose to be antisocial because people in their very nature are greedy, egotistical and hypocritical. Less people, less drama, that's just how I think. As an anarchist I feel as if I don't need a police force or an overseeing government to determine my own moral code, I know right from wrong and have done various good and bad things throughout my 19 years on this planet.
I am an agnostic; I've described myself as an Atheist, Nihilist and Satanist throughout my life, I find that ALL religion is a form of control and is no different than a lunatic who runs a cult. However, I do not have all the answers nor does anyone else, who is to say God truly exists or doesn't, or maybe God is an idea? Who the fuck knows, it truly doesn't matter, the only purpose in life is to live and be happy, I think we can all agree on this although everyone's individual pursuit of happiness differs.
I am a recovering addict, I'm quitting because my health is declining way beyond my years. I've struggled with addiction, poverty, abuse and mental illness my entire life and will probably continue down the road, ain't no rags to riches story here. As Hunter S. Thompson once wrote, "I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me."
